6 months

6 months ago...

6 months ago today, my life changed forever.
6 months ago today, I was given the worst news I've ever heard.
6 months ago today, I thought I had failed as a mother.
6 months ago today, I thought I was never going to be a mother.
6 months ago today, I thought I wanted to die.
6 months ago today, my babies were dead.
6 months ago today, at this time, I was just starting to go into an induced labor to deliver our baby girls.
6 months ago tomorrow, I did what I thought was impossible.
6 months ago tomorrow, I did the hardest thing I've ever done.
6 months ago tomorrow, I met the two most beautiful girls I've ever seen.
6 months ago tomorrow, they flew to heaven.

But today, today I will never forget...
and tomorrow, I will always remember.

I love you Madelyn and Olivia.