I always wanted to be a mother, a nurturing soul at heart, I grew up taking care of others before taking care of myself. This is our story of love and loss.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

I would die for that

This experience has made me realize how badly we want to be parents. I feel like something is missing in our lives. Even though we have a niece and nephews and other children in our life and that we love dearly, there is still a void. Something is missing. I am jealous of all mothers out there who can hold their babies and care for them and love them. All I want is to hold a miracle once again. This song is what I feel. I would give anything to be able to hold babies that my husband and I created.


Sunday, June 6, 2010

Pictures

I've been thinking about posting pictures of the girls for awhile now but haven't gotten myself to do it. Like all new parents, I wanted to show the world my beautiful baby girls but I know that they are not the normal newborn pictures so I didn't. Some may think they are gruesome and horrid, but to us, they are beautiful butterflies that fluttered in our lives for just a short time. So don't scroll down or read any further if you are going to get offended in anyway. But, please understand that I am a mom and I wanted to share pictures of my girls like any other mom.